Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Great Song

My daughter Maro video taped this band and edited it.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Baring theTruth

Dear Hearts,
I pray in the middle of the night for you, for me. Only sadness enters and grabs my thoughts and brings me to my knees. Is it I who has lost the attention to detail. Or perhaps I never had it. I do not know anything. Only the essence of things, people and places. Its like a dream, never seeming real. But to me it is everything. Few understand me. Not even I. Like the winds of thoughts blowing through the night air. Quiet, silent poised in humility that rings the bell of truth. I am here. by phi

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Quick Way To Get High



Humor is not a mood but a way of looking at the world. Ludwig Wittgenstein.

The situation is critical....but not serious. Sonia Choquette.

Just giggle and someone else will also. Your not alone when you can giggle. Phi

photo by Maro

Poppa Bear and Big Lou

That is Grandpa Harry space brother looking over them from space.
photo by Maro

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Summer Ends

Awakened to be Haunted


I am inside another nightmare. Will I ever get passed these middle of the night thoughts from the past. Like a clinging crab that I am. Letting go is painful
I really cannot afford this. So how do I appease its present prompting. Breathe, Trust and Behave. Should I continue to look to the lambs of the world to show me the way to my heart? I am tired, it has been years. I may have learned very little. This is my torment. And sadness creeps in, settles like a folding meadow lark.

Monday, September 14, 2009

MTV Music Video Awards

What has happened to MTV??? A disgrace to our human race and to music that once would last forever. Gross seems to be all they could come up with for entertainment. The MC was sickening and foul mouth. Real Creative? Not.
More like Halloween and a vision of Hell. That rude rapper, needed to get rapped upside his head. Beyonce showed some class.
Maybe it has to do with generation gap. It was not uplifting. As for Madonna who I think is great, Jackson tribute seemed all about her. I finally had to turn it off after Lady Ga Ga...who is named right. Her costumes were wild and cool. Her music and sensationalism was gag gag for sure. AND THAT'S THE TRUTHHH! Looking forward to reading what www.Glamourbrain.com site has to say.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Traveling down the highway getting my kicks

The speed is fast and I am gaining momentum. How about you? Are you getting your kicks or just waiting at the bus stop? Cheers! Happy Labor Day.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

My story with Joy Housman 1998

I was 4 years into grieving and post traumatic stress flashbacks and in my memory of this emotional pain in my heart. Joy invited me to her home for a meditation.
Once again, there it was the memory of my beloved's demise, as always, a flashback. I watched without physical pain to my heart. It was the end of the pain. I always will be grateful to Joy for touching my life.
My Michigan Sister helped me to rise above. She continues to do that for me, as life goes on and on without ending. Peace.