Louis Climbs The Wall

He did great first time out. We were so proud of him.

This is it!

My Life Is My Sun Dance Prison Writings of LEONARD PELTIER

Silence, they say, is the voice of complicity.

But silence is impossible. Silence screams. Silence is a message, Just as doing nothing is an act.

Let who you are ring out and resonatein every word and every deed.

Yes, become who you are.

There's no sidestepping your own being or your own responsibility.

What you do is who you are.

You are your own come uppance.You become your own message.

You are the message.

Leonard Peltier

Birth Day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY, WISHING YOU A HAPPY YEAR. LOVE AND LIGHT,
PHILLY

Mother's Day 2010

I cannot express how full I felt hanging out with my daughter.

Stars

"Good Friends are like stars..You don't always see them but you know they are always there."

My Two Taurus Babies, Happy Birthday Month

Maro and Perry, Happy Birthday Month wishes

Life is a Joke

Spring is here I think? It is fluctuating highs and lows. Pretty much like our planet events lately. There is an metamorphosis going on for sure. I am sure we all feel it emotionally through our being. Myself, I am releasing all the toxins through one manner or another. Only one contention . From Gorgeous to 3 stooges like. One has to laugh cause there is nothing else it can possibly be there for. I never thought of myself as beautiful and always made fun of me. I guess I should have thought better, cause now I can honestly say I was. This time the laughs on me. And yes life is a joke. We continue to create a seriousness about it.
phi

Here I am now

Turtle Neck in tact.

photo by Maro

Easter Weekend

Laurel in Jump Time

Brooklyn Bridge behind her, witnessing her Joy for Life.

photo by Maro

Coney Island

Subway to Coney with Louis and Momma Laurel

photo by Maro

Down Under Manhatten Bridge (Dumbo)

Grandma and Louis

In full Jump, in the air, By the Brooklyn Bridge.

photo by Maro

Friends

There is an Energy splendor that has not gone away. Only now I understand it better. Sure Love is there bonded and cured from another time space. It has it all to do with spirit. We came together to support the flame for life and motivation. All the rest of it was for our spiritual growth. Creating change for the good within ourselves. I have certainly seen how it has made you all a better person. As for myself, well no one is ever sure of oneself. I have dismounted from my high horse that is for sure. I have surrendered to the highest and just grateful for all my Blessings. Seeing you, always inspires me to give it my best.
When the energy is raised to a higher level in each others presence. This is true friendship eternally lite.
Phi

Think Big

205 Million , rent a storage bin I guess. Then help the poor. Or pay for Health Insurance.

Henry and Maro

Henry lead singer of "Black Flag" Punk band

Windy Boat Ride

We tried to be serious but impossible. The boat went one way we went the other. Laurel looking forward to the next bash. Frazzeled Filly . Green all this week.

Laurel's Birthday Boat Bash

Char and I getting down. Was that 3 years ago? Yeah when we were young and beautiful. Now we are older and gorgeous. Laughter brings youth. Look forward to seeing you soon. Phillie Phoo

Always and Forever There is Love

Nothing phases the mighty heart. I am a warrior who acts on purpose of being. This has been my path. There have been a few missions not completed. My Hearty heart, ran in fear of losing herself. She was caught and protected as always. How can one ever fear. When it is known we can only fall into another world. Caught and protected as always.
Phi

She sees and breathes

Decisions are made and life goes on and on. Stopped looking for the man that got away. One Universal she/man lives within. Change partners and dance with me. Rise above and beyond, your the mate I have waited for, magic comes.
In dreams of rapture and glorious insight. Awareness breathes into every moment. Create!

Neitzche

She is 12 years old. She can have whatever she wants. haha

Telling Tales Inside

How small my life has become. Cannot seem to think out of the box. I am doing my best. With each morning comes the thoughts of regret and fear of the unknown. Yet within minutes I can let them go and release them from my mind. This tells me I may not have lost my power of existence. That purpose is buried where laughter is hidden. Trust in the religiousness of laughter and How often we forget to let it pour out, for fear we may offend someone. I miss it. KERR-JUNK; Hopefully I made a space for it again.
Phi

Connection

The animals and mammals that have become violent lately. Could it be possible they were feeling the tension building from the Earthquakes and natures seasons being disruptive through changes? I believe it is all connected. Keep an eye on your pets, or on animals you might see.

Random Thoughts

Thoughts of defeat slip in and bring me down. Haven't been really up since all this happened again. Really programed this time. I managed to keep them all away from me for a good long time. Never thought I would get it back. More radiation, oral chemo no no.
I feel 100% better since i took epsom salt bath this morning. Ready to help others today.
I shall fill my heart with love for others, this will make me stronger.
phi

Body Blue

My body is aching and legs joints are painful. This winter inside is playing havoc with me. Lack of exercise and movement. Perhaps I should decide and get on with it. This waiting has not helped I am sure. Although, being alkalined may have helped. My body feels old and brused. It could be the snow clouds that are coming in starting today and for the whole week. The dampness getting in my bones. who shall hold me and make it better? My own qigong mind breath.

An Old Friend and I

We meet again on line after 42 years. photo of us in 1962. Me alone 1958. What a kick.

Nicolas and Poppi

Playing in the snow

Louis and Grandma

Grandson Nicolas 12

Happy Grandma

Melting Grey Area

Cglacier Chicon Andes

Mary J. Blige

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Span the horizon

Let us not be surprised or intimidated by the darkness of these times, rather let us look to the Light that is dawning within our hearts.

Condor in the Andes

photo by Linda Nordquist

Truth in all verse

TO THE ONE SPIRIT OF TRUE LOVE AWAKENING IN ALL HEARTS AND THE DAWNING RESULTS- THE NEW EARTH.

The Human Heart is on Fire

Times are here and we are witnessing the Tragic results. Mother Earth rebelling or merely stretching and flexing her muscles. Hundreds of Thousands of human lives taken from this Earth Plain all at once. Are these the signs of the times? We are helpless before this. There is no support and protection from natural events. The changes of consciousness must take place if we are to survive. Peace is promised. All the madness and the figuring of how to fix it and gain from it, is over. We are forced to share with other nations and other peoples of the world. For this is our true nature.
by Phi

Looking but not seeing

If we look for something particular won't we find it? If we look to find nothing doesn't that create nothing also. We are the co-creators, perhaps we sow the fields with beliefs and visuals leaving only a field full of weeds. When we know the grass is greener in our imagination, why don't we use it? Our society is changing and we have not caught up with it. Instead we are caught in a net of creative webs of illusion creating more and more dis-ease. Getting more and more involved in the sample details of specimens and pieces of what we think is dominate possession to empower our medical healers. I ask for guidance for Health and Energy is mine. Giving in Grace and Truth. Amen.
by Phi

from 2009 to 2010

HAPPY, HEALTHY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY.
I LOVE YOU ALL. THANK YOU FOR BEING IN MY LIFE. I FOUND AN OLD FRIEND AFTER 42 YEARS. WHO IS LIVING IN THE PERUVIAN ANDES. WHAT A BLESSING. WOW. I AM SO BLESSED.
LIGHTS OF LOVE COMING FROM ALL OVER HEALS MY BONES AND WARMS MY HEART. HAPPY 2010.
PHILLY IS FEELING FULL OF LOVE FOR 2010.

Christmas Greetings

I have a list of folks, all written in a book. And every year at Christmas time I go and take a look. And that is when I realize that these names are a part. Not of the book they're written in, but of my very heart.
For each name stands for someone whose path touched mine, and then Left such a print of friendship that I want to touch again. And while it sounds fantastic for to make a claim, I really feel I am composed of each remembered name.
And while you may not be aware of any special link Just meeting you has shaped my life more then you can think. For once you've met somebody, the years cannot erase The memory of a pleasant word or of a friendly face. You are on a list of folks that I am indebted to. THE BIGGEST GIFT of life can give is MEETING FOLKS LIKE YOU.

He looks like a Viking

HAPPY HANUKKAH to all my special friends. Thanks giving and peaceful meadowlarks. For the coming year.

Hi Grandma I still have it and I am 7 years old

Baby's First Christmas

Baby's 1st christmas, From Grandma

IF I BRING FORTH WHAT IS INSIDE ME, WHAT I BRING FORTH WILL SAVE ME.

filly ga ga Moira spice girl and Shirley song remembered

Pat Reynolds and filly ga ga do do

I beat her with my funny hat. But she will top it at Christmas caroling if I know her. haha

Dinono Dynamite 007 and Filly ga ga do do

Don't we make a team effort of flying support?

Moira and I

She sees me and pleases me by her strength and character.

Pot Luck Party 2009

News cometh chanting produces calm

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fSXPbv76RjA
This is the only way that matters.

Thankfulness in Giving

These are the days of memories revisited and relived in your heart. Tears come in praise of days spent in sadness and laughter. Let us give Thankfulness for all we have known that is unknown today. The smells, the richness and the glory in the highest. The Peace of the Holiest Night. Blessings prepared to be received and so it is in a place never to be taken away. Etched in our senses, discovered and recaptured yearly in tradition. The Greatest Gift is our gathering of spirit in oneness and praise for one another. Giving Thanks for all my Blessings. Thank you.
by Phi

top chefs give up their recipes. good stuff. Go ahead download cookbook. awesome. There are arrows at the bottom of page to click to the next page in the cookbook.

MARTHA STEWART
THANKSGIVING
DOWNLOADABLE COOKBOOK

Quotes by Phi

"Hope is having Healing Wholeness". "Hope is no longer a part of this life without Faith". "The Value of thoughts, Good, Bad or indifferent- Hope lies in between". "Nothing is a duty unless forced". "Duty calls and strikes a match, Mind on Fire- Let Me Out!" "To be of service is not a duty but a Heart Provoking Need". "Presence brings an Atmosphere that tells a story of who you are". "Let us view the meadow Light Blessing Birds in Flight." "To sure is the voice in the Dark-when Light brings Truth". "Half a glass fills my thirst". "How many times must we lose at love to understand nothing is lost."

He Is The Wind beneath My Wings

Jon Peter Our Dream Traveler. photo by Maro

Mother and Daughter

She is giving me the look of Love. She gives me a treasure.
Photo by: Perry Hagopian

Family of 3

They fill my heart. Laurel, Perry and Louis, photo by Maro

My Favorite of Lou

He is our unbrella. photo by Maro my gifted daughter, She captures the pure spirit.

don't forget to click to enlarge and then arrow back.

Healing Touch

Miracle of hands on, with love. Roseanne was in Ecstasy and full of tears of joy. I felt the same with the right intent everyone needs to be touched. It makes all the difference. I only took 1 pill Thursday and went all day without and through the night without pain. So I may have to have weekly doses of touch theraphy. haha...;Wednesday's Improv Healing Circle.

Apple Pickin, Posing in the rain

The silly family, we feed each other Love and Laughter.
I am so Blessed. photo by Laurel

Cool Cats

Tyagi, Mom Ujjala, BBKing. Look for Tyagi in "The Good Wife" as a witness, Tuesday Night at 10:00 PM. The other fellow on the end Famous guitar player Raymond.

SWEATLODGE TRAGEDY

Sweatlodge Tragedy. Sedona, for new agers. What does "New Age" mean these days? Does it imply young and the inexperenced? Covers are suppose to breathe. I doubt if tarps can breathe. 2 hours spent in the lodge can't be logical. 45 Mins with a break in between is reasonable with the right intent which is prayer, chant, cleansing & forgiveness. Paying 9,000 dollars for spiritual teaching is appauling. Is this the right intent or is it about the monetary goal? The followers need to research what they are getting into. There are cons out there even in the business of "New Age". I would advise to contact an American Indian who is experienced with sweatlodge rituals and who understands the ritual and meaning behind why people do it in the first place. One cannot learn about the spirit traditions in a couple of days. It is sad that this has happened to this cultural practice. This should be a warning to future alluring practices that promises to change your life for a price. If you don't know that your life is beautiful right now, then you're missing the mark.
After 37 years I have learned nothing new. Just different ways of saying it. Bottom line, you find what works to be within yourself. Acceptance of all that you are, whether good or bad or what you think you should change. Change happens naturally. No one knows more then anyone else when it comes to the spirit that lives, breathes and has its being.

Feel free to comment.

Deepak Chopra and Dr. Michio Kaku

I use to sound like Deepak when I was full of myself. But thank God Dr. Kaku took it to another level. Perhaps that was Deepak's intention? What do you think?

Great Song

My daughter Maro video taped this band and edited it.

Baring theTruth

Dear Hearts,
I pray in the middle of the night for you, for me. Only sadness enters and grabs my thoughts and brings me to my knees. Is it I who has lost the attention to detail. Or perhaps I never had it. I do not know anything. Only the essence of things, people and places. Its like a dream, never seeming real. But to me it is everything. Few understand me. Not even I. Like the winds of thoughts blowing through the night air. Quiet, silent poised in humility that rings the bell of truth. I am here. by phi

Quick Way To Get High

Humor is not a mood but a way of looking at the world. Ludwig Wittgenstein.

The situation is critical....but not serious. Sonia Choquette.

Just giggle and someone else will also. Your not alone when you can giggle. Phi

photo by Maro

Poppa Bear and Big Lou

That is Grandpa Harry space brother looking over them from space.

photo by Maro

Summer Ends

Awakened to be Haunted

I am inside another nightmare. Will I ever get passed these middle of the night thoughts from the past. Like a clinging crab that I am. Letting go is painful
I really cannot afford this. So how do I appease its present prompting. Breathe, Trust and Behave. Should I continue to look to the lambs of the world to show me the way to my heart? I am tired, it has been years. I may have learned very little. This is my torment. And sadness creeps in, settles like a folding meadow lark.

Shirley and Lee 1956-57 & Ray Charles

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swq72KRuwUk http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3oYQKjtLWl0&NR=1

MTV Music Video Awards

What has happened to MTV??? A disgrace to our human race and to music that once would last forever. Gross seems to be all they could come up with for entertainment. The MC was sickening and foul mouth. Real Creative? Not.
More like Halloween and a vision of Hell. That rude rapper, needed to get rapped upside his head. Beyonce showed some class.
Maybe it has to do with generation gap. It was not uplifting. As for Madonna who I think is great, Jackson tribute seemed all about her. I finally had to turn it off after Lady Ga Ga...who is named right. Her costumes were wild and cool. Her music and sensationalism was gag gag for sure. AND THAT'S THE TRUTHHH! Looking forward to reading what www.Glamourbrain.com site has to say.

Traveling down the highway getting my kicks

The speed is fast and I am gaining momentum. How about you? Are you getting your kicks or just waiting at the bus stop? Cheers! Happy Labor Day.

My story with Joy Housman 1998

I was 4 years into grieving and post traumatic stress flashbacks and in my memory of this emotional pain in my heart. Joy invited me to her home for a meditation.
Once again, there it was the memory of my beloved's demise, as always, a flashback. I watched without physical pain to my heart. It was the end of the pain. I always will be grateful to Joy for touching my life.
My Michigan Sister helped me to rise above. She continues to do that for me, as life goes on and on without ending. Peace.

A Prayer for Joy

I am full of sadness. We are loosing a loving friend and sister. Though we walk in the valley of tears we shall fear no evil. We are with you dearest Joy, all the days of your life forever and ever. You have blessed us with your presence here on Earth, in the circle within a circle of Love and Light. Where there is no Beginning and never ending. I Thank you so much for touching my life.
The Valley is a beautiful place where you can see God in all the glory that is in you. Peace be with you as you travel threw another passage to be born into a new life. Amen.

Brothers Tony,John,Rae,Kay,Harry,Me 1968 Mad Men

Maro's work

Video taping and editing for sirius on line.

My Friend

There is an expectancy of being together, of laughing and talking. Expectancy It is alive, dynamic and emerges together as a unique gift shared by no one else. To change it to expectations, spoken or unspoken- law and rules perform to meet expectations-friendship rapidly deteriorates-dead thing, rules and requirements.
I have no expectations of you. You never disappoint me. What I do have is a constant and living expectancy in our relationship.

from: The Shack

Verbs

I am a verb. I am that I am. I will be who I will be. I am a verb! I am alive, dynamic, everactive and moving. I am a being verb! Essences is a verb more tuned to verbs then nouns. Verbs such as confessing, repenting, living, loving, responding, growing, reaping, changing, sowing, running, dancing, singing. So there you have it. Pass it on. from: The Shack

True Relationships

True relationships are a whole lot messier than rules, but rules will never give you answers to the deep questions of the heart, and they will never love you.

Choices of the Heart

Earth has no sorrow that heaven cannot heal.

Thomas Moore, "Come Ye Disconsolate"

Festival of Friends

You can kiss your family and friends good-bye and put miles between you, but at the same time you carry them with you in your heart, your mind, your stomach, because you do not just live in a world but a world lives in you.

Fredrick Buechner, Telling the Truth

Linda Curcio West Palm Beach, Fl.

I finally found your photo. To put on my blog. I miss coffee at Beaumount.
Nothing is ever lost. A special place in my heart is my Bella Serella.

MORRNNING

Auntie Mame feeding baby goat

This is so precious. Louis must have been thrilled.

Weekend at the beach and Zoo

Louis feeding the goats at the zoo. Look at his face.