Nicolas Jon Der Hagopian

He turned 12 years old on the 20th of April. I watched him play baseball yesterday. I was watching my son Jon all over again. Talk about the strangest feeling in the world. He has the same actions, poses, movements, stance, swing. I was reliving my son all over again. Not to mention, Jon's smile and dimples. This was a first for me. What Joy, Such Joy. I have been Blessed.

did not make it to see Louis

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xe5w0_ray-charles-jerry-lee-lewis
This is my kind of piano playing.

Weekend in Long Island

Cannot wait another Day to see Luigi. Nicolas turned 12 years old the 20th. where does the time go? Louis at the Beach in the Hamptons. We could see Seals sitting on a piece of land in the Bay.

Easter Sunday, with Aunt Jen and Eric, koo koo, Louis is the star of finding eggs

Gronnie my Grandmother called him

I forgot Ronnie my cousin committed suicide also. So there were 3 in the last few years, who were close to me. Ronnie decided, shooting himself would be easier then having Brain Cancer. Ronnie was an enigma. He had a language of his own in relation to the world and space. Many of it was about codes and numbers. The simplest combinations he would see greater applications in relation to the Universe and Evil. He accumulated negativity from the past and embraced it. He left an example of Black Art of his house. He found it inspiring and creative. So did I. For what I seen was he took all of it with him to cleanse his life and lineage. So his sons will be free of the ancestor burdens..And perhaps live an inspiring creative life. I understood him better then anyone. He said I was the only one who understood his book. That it was a cleansing. He entered the spirit through the back door, I through the front and we would meet and agree in the middle. That we were talking about the same thing.

Dream remembered

I had a dream I remembered when I woke up. I was in this Cathedral with Harry. I went over to the candles to light a candle. I had 5.00 dollars in my hand. For candle lighting. I said, I am going to Light a candle for my Mother and her Daughter. I said to my husband, Light a candle for your Mother and Daughter. Woke up restless as usual. Light of the Candle Light shine Brightly for our lineage site.

HAPPY EASTER, HAPPY PASSOVER EVERYONE. LOVE, PEACE AND LIGHT. PHILLY AND FAMILY

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The Emotional Waves

Woke up disturbed, anxious, miserable head, itchy head, body screaming. I could take a pill. It would be so much simpler. No I have to feel everything. I must face those demons I created inside my head. I remembered when my Mother cried out for her Mother. Maaa, maaa. I feel so sad tonight and remorseful. I am hearing the callings out, from the Abruzzo Mountains, L'Aquila, Italy. There is the Village of Aliano, in those mountains. We are all one. I cannot stop crying for them and for me. For tonight their pain is mine. I grieve and call out with them for comfort. Ma, Ma.

Back to Roots of Strength

I am so glad the way things turned out. A silent auction, a real means of value of sight. One sees what it needs and was meant to be. The silence of gifts present as the universe gives unto those who are glad to be out and about. How important to be grateful and then be fed Roots of Strength.
Dedicated to Inez.

The Shadow of Lights

I seen a young face, a familiar smile. One who holds my past, good or bad we recognize each other and remember the feel of it. Shadows and Lights. I feel sad from the wind of it all. It still was worth the call.

Reflect

The Highest and the Lowest are One! One seems like an illusion a reflection. Yet as above so below. You are both! Acceptance is the only truth of your Being.

by Phi Hagopian

Spirit Bodies

I am amazed by the spirit within our human bodies. How easily it is brought back into balance when someone else recognizes the struggle the body is going through. How the mind won't let go until you have touched the soul. Until someone says, "Your full of Light". Until someone points to someones head and says. "You are Smart, you know what you need". When someone is close and the spirit is sad. You tell them your being taken care of. Your told it is so good to know there are people like you who come and tend to our spirit and point the way. This is important this is not a time to be sad. But a time to enlighten and give to my sons. My Mother is strong and needs to cry out. Thank you for being here. We are linked together like a spiral smokey chain rising and falling and rising again and again.
by Philly: Improv healing circle