The Emotional Waves

Woke up disturbed, anxious, miserable head, itchy head, body screaming. I could take a pill. It would be so much simpler. No I have to feel everything. I must face those demons I created inside my head. I remembered when my Mother cried out for her Mother. Maaa, maaa. I feel so sad tonight and remorseful. I am hearing the callings out, from the Abruzzo Mountains, L'Aquila, Italy. There is the Village of Aliano, in those mountains. We are all one. I cannot stop crying for them and for me. For tonight their pain is mine. I grieve and call out with them for comfort. Ma, Ma.